++ FOe ThE jErk hU brOke my hArt ++

I know we never met by coincidence though I guess it is by chance we’ll keep it going. Im happy because you cared and Im glad you have given it a chance. Well, you won’t allow it if ain’t worth, is it? But maybe you should try digging what worth do it really got, spell it out even just within you (you don’t have to tell me those-just keep me wishing) And please give time to think about it surely, it will surely make wonders.

I understand you more than I understand myself. I cared for you just the same, but maybe I loved you more than you do (do you?). ITS STRANGE. But I rather settle to this strange feeling than to have nothing to hold you about. I wont dare brag for considerations because I know it is more than enough and you won’t allow it anymore (just thinking how reserved you are)
No regrets, honestly, ‘coz I perceived things are destined to happen just as they are happening right now. When Im gone, remember this: I am not really far away. As a matter of fact, you go along with me because I firmly believe that you belong with me. Yes-its true.

However you don’t believe in it just as strong as I do. I understand. You are waiting for that someone to be yours - and yours alone. I’m convinced within myself I’m not the one and I will never be. Even the world turns up-side-down. NEVER. I’m aware of that. Much aware, indeed.

But I have nothing to be sorry about. For whether I like it or not, you will surely be gone, far from my reach, with that someone you are wishing for.
NO…. I’m not hurt. Im not because I keep on believing you will always be mine here within my soul… with my love so clean, so pure, so true.
Sometimes, when I gazed into the stars, they looked down upon me with pity with their serene and silent places, like eyes glistening with tears. But I beg them not to… Pls do not. I do not need your sympathetic eyes. It is tearing me, breaking me, almost killing me.
All I need is YOU and your being there with me, sharing me the honesty of the love I’ve got. Just that…. just that.

++ FOr My 1St LovE ++