I WILL

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I’ve been so devastated these past few days. Insomnia for 2 days straight, crying my heart out, felt so sick and haven’t eaten a decent food since the day we broke up. My heart ache from its depths that almost ruined my trust in the Lord and to my self. It’s been so hard to deal with pain. I know I’m not that strong but I know this won’t take long. I will be fine. I will eventually forget about my feeling and soon laugh about how stupid I am for crying over a guy who isn’t even worthy of the love I had given him. I know that the pain is unbearable for now. But I know someday the pain would heal. Maybe not tomorrow or the next day. Someday, I will just be surprised that my heart is already free from hurts and I’m not bothered by his thoughts anymore. Someday.

I will be fine. I know I will be. I must try not only for the people who cared for me but also for myself. There’s more to life than chasing out a love that is not for me. Maybe I was wrong to even think that he’s the one destined for me. I almost forgot that there is no such thing as destined to be or God given person to love. That is why God gave us the freedom. Freedom, which includes the freedom to love. It’s not written in a book or because you thought God has finally answered your prayers because finally you found the ideal person. For me, it is always because of your decision of whom to give your love.

Wooohh.. pde ma brain freeze kadali?
Emoterang froglet jud ko uii.. hahaii

Ahhh ..,Well, thanks for my constant companions. My friends, My family and my favorite sweet~ icecream.

(reblogged from my fb notes)